Been 6 days since our world changed from 3 to 4. I cannot help but feel some resentment and disappointment at the fact that my partner is being so cold and distant. While home to be of help, we appear to be an inconvenience to them. Your older sister seems to be a bother to them, and we seem to be a bit of an inconvenient annoyance in their day. My heart hurts perhaps its hormones or maybe disappointment, but I just want to feel whole and right now it does not feel good to me. I feel sad, i feel hurt, i feel all alone.