My heart can’t take it…

Ever come to a point in your life where you feel like you’ve left your body and moved to an external view.
Today that hit me, I forgot things I would never forget, only to hear possible frightening news.

My body was shaken to its very core.
My spirit saddened at the possibilities of what could be.
The uncertainty of my life as I know it, my future years to come all came to a halt at the news of possible change.
Change that I never expected nor prepared for, change that could change who I am forever.

My heart is so weak at the news, my mind racing, Lord you guide our ways.
You keep us safe from harm.