Life note October 4th

Today I spoke with my daughters teacher, a nice young lady Miss Shannon.
This week the children went through developmental assessment. In concern for my daughter I went to pick her up early today, to speak to her teacher. And talking with miss Shannon, I found out that my daughter is mathematically excelling her age group…
Though this made me happy, part of me grew sad because typically it mathematically advanced child is usually not a literary child, which is who I am..
So in light of this first assessment., I find that I am excited to see her progress now that she’s in school. Granted I feel better education systems are needed I’m not sure what she will look into for school, so we will wait and see where this little girl will take us. The journey has begun…

Emptiness

While the world keeps rolling by there’s a tear from my eyes. I see the babies and children grow, I see new things I didn’t know. Everyday everywhere people searching seeking its purpose. Everyday changes new plans, new goals, new dreams. Some days I wake up and feel nothing, a sense of loss hope a sense of not belonging. Trying to find a happy place where people do not take advantage, where people do not make you crazy. A life where I can feel complete and utter joy rather than stress and contempt. Someday I’ll go away to a place where I can be free of mind body and spirit.

Friendship

Friends are the people that God put in our lives…to be able to endure different phases in our lives.
Sometimes the people that we need come in different forms, and the people that we want will come into our lives when we least expect it.
I for one found my best friend in my husband.
We first became friends, then we began a deeper relationship in which we both fell in love. He wasn’t what I always envisioned but he was everything I wanted so he made the perfect compliment to who I was…but also who I became. On the other hand the best friends I have found are people who are positive and encouraging and supportive and the few people that I have found to fit these categories I just asked very few… So learn to choose friends but also learn to be the best friend that you’d want to have…

Life

Sometimes in life we get to the point where we get annoyed and we get sucked into our friends black hole of a life…
It becomes taxing and draining and exhausting…
But being a friend is being there when times get rough…and yet we get tired.
I have very few friends…
The few I have test my limits… push my buttons…
Some are exhausting…and drag other non friends into my life without asking…
Nontheless I love them…and wanna smack them in the mouth and hug them all at once.
That is life and friendship