Glory

When I feel weak…lost…abandoned…
Your glory is redeemed in me…
In me it is revealed that you are above all
You control every part of my being…
Your love and mercy surround me…
I love you from inside out…
Your light shines in my life even in the darkest moments…
I desire to praise your name…
Giving thanks humbly before your precense…there is nowhere else id rather be.
Lord take control… I surrender before you…weak.worn.torn.exhausted… restore me let your glory be shown in the work you do in me….
The cry of my soul is to praise you…
Raising the bar to lift your name on high..
I am your humble servant Lord…use me.

Phony

To find yourself facing fakes at every turn in a journey can make one’s challenge become gruesome…
I for one face hypocrisy and great fakeness on a regular basis…
The thought of having to endure seeing someone do what I do…
After being told personally “I’d never want to be in your shoes” but then doing everything possible to Do what I do…
A slap in the face at times that people sometimes are truly dissapointing…
I do believe in the redemption of the soul..
I believe that as I a m forgiven…I too should forgive …
However if I try to be the bigger person and you are full of yourself. ..ive determined I can survive without many people…
So move over fakeness allow room for genuine intelligent graceful wonderful authenticity….

Fall…transition time

We all get here…at one point or another
I get here every year as I am officially a fall baby…
Each year I age…
I grow…and change and try hard to become who I was meant to be…
I hold Dreams…goals…hopes
I hold fears worry stress…
I wonder what if…
I wonder what if not…
What am I to do…who am I?
Every day a new opportunity, a new challenge…
A new chance to make a difference in my life…in familys life…in friends life…in the world.
I desire to fulfill my destiny…
To be the best example for my daughter…
Who I am…she will likely become…
Who do I want her to be?

Be still my heart…

As a first time mom I never envisioned the day I had to let my baby girl go into the world alone to come so quickly.
As she embarks a new journey of school, friends,  learning and enjoying new things…
I embark on a journey of worry, of nerves, of wondering will she be ok?
It is all part of this cycle of life…I comp letely understand and am aware, but everything changes when it is you and your precious child.
So today with my heart so anxious…little one I pray…
May your days be wonderfully exciting, may you make many friends, may you see the world in a fresh new view, may the world bring nothing but love and kindness back to you, may your heart be filled with gladness and may your mind be worry free as the responsibilities still rely on me.
God watch over you and cover you…and may I hear nothing but great things when I walk through that door at home.

My journey as a mom feels nearly just begun but here you go… off to school my little one.